My heart will go on

Well, this week I went to the heart doctor..... For those who don't know, I have an irregular heart beat. It only occurs when I go to bed, when I'm stressed. Right before I go to sleep it happens, it feels like I'm being hit by a train. It's scary, it is hard to breath when it happens.

Anyway, I went and saw the doctor. I have to wear a heart monitor for a month. Josh had something similar, only his was for a day. Since he always has his(he has a leaky valve in his heart), and mine only occurs occasionally. But the doctor said I should keep a "medical journal" when it happens. So don't freak if I say something weird like what I'm talking about.... Like last night, since I had the doctors appointment, and I had to strip from my belly button up. So lets just say it was Stressful with a capital S. So when I went to sleep my heart was going crazy. It was like beat. beat. beat...BEAT... beat. beat... beat......beat. beat. beat. beat... BEAT... beat. beat. BEAT...

Just like that. Yup. It has been like this for 3 or 4 years now. My mom has the same thing, only she says mine is worse.

That is my life now, I get a heart monitor the first week of school. Plenty of stress there! (cough*sarcasm*cough)

have a good week everyone.

Year of 2010

Well, this year, will be interesting.

For myself, this year:

-I will be turning 20 (No longer a teenager! [yay!])

-I will be finishing my AA [Major: Fine Arts/Art History] at Victor Valley College (Super yay!)

-I hopefully will be accepted into Cal State San Bernandino. (Hopefully!)

-I will be developing my photography.

I am excited! I don't know what will happen... There was drama last year, pain, hurts, happiness, boredom, felicity, vexations, sickness, fun, love, and craziness.... This year too, hopefully!