Tear drops

Ugh! I am so mad! So much for thinking good things, trying to be a friend, trying.... It hurts, rejection. I've had my share of it. More then once, I hate it. Has anyone ever noticed that when someone gets angry at you, you normally get mad yourself? Or maybe that's just me. I hate being angry. Being an emotional person, you don't want to see me angry. I lash out and then cry, draining me emotionally. Oh, I am sooo mad! God, why?!